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Friday, May 8, 2009
{ 11:51 PM on 'Emotional Mental Breakdown Week' }
  HAHA MY SISTER'S DAMN GLAM RIGHT MONKEY EATER x)
  Today, my xx-partner saw the kiddy side of me and no its not good cause she doesn't like it. MelissaT why are you so pretty ):
 
  Hey all! How did your papers go? Good? Bad? Tough? Annoying? Stupid? I'm back after all that non-stressful-mugging-papers as said. Well, i seriously don't know what's up with this whole week. I've just been so emotional and all trying to mug real hard and all but it doesn't even seem to pay off a single shit. I still remember what happen the moment i woke up, i feel stressed but i'm not stressed at all. Perhaps i'm giving myself too much pressure thinking bout stuffs and not focusing on what i'm suppose to. I want to be like Min, so hardworking and all. So smart and matured at such a young age, i really admire what she does. She's damn cool but scary. HAHA. (Jing/Jiaxuan shhh kay) I guess the next time i mug i'll have to sit next to Min in order to focus real well and all. HAHA. But i'm serious somehow cause i really need to settle down and study. (really) I freaking hell flunked my Physics paper today and i'm really pissed with myself. I've got high confidence in my Chinese paper but i almost got a zero. Anyway, i know its real suprising to actually have high confidence in that paper cause i'm not much of a cheena person plus that's my worst subject so yup. I'm just really looking forward for my Chinese and Math marks. I hate this whole week of my moody mornings filled with stress and annoying stress and not mugging hard enough and all that scoldings. I bought two boxes of Kinder Surprise today trying to make myself happy but no, all the toys were bull shit. Zoe was really nice to have given me her Helicopter to make me happy cause i really loved it. I think i've got a new fetish for something ^^ I got chased home by my dad after school and a large scolding. My sister and i thinks my dad really needs to go for counselling and check up and all. Chapel on Wednesday was just great, i loved the song to the max that i broke down cause of two reasons. Anyway, i can't wait till later/tmrw (!!) Celebrate viewers, readers and all out there cause tmrw's post is going to be flooded with pictures like how all my posts used to be! :))))))) I'm going to have fun, turn myself brown and NOT RED, flood tmrw with pictures, laughters, screams, smiles, everything that i'm going to try to cheer myself up over the weekends. I've got to leave aside some stuffs tmrw and learn to give time away to those who really need it and not bundle it up all for myself. (Jiejie you know what i mean) I spent my whole late evening doing quizes on FB and i bloody hell wasted three hours doing that amount of quizes for i-dont-know what reason. I feel stupid, and when i'm stupid i do stupid stuffs. Link? Or No Link? I guess i've killed like 5000 brain cells for the past five days. Anyway, my eyes are already three quaters closed, my eye bags are too heavy, i can't carry them any longer so goodnight all and mug real hard for those who still have papers on Tuesday! ^^
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Friday, May 8, 2009
{ 11:51 PM on 'Emotional Mental Breakdown Week' }
HAHA MY SISTER'S DAMN GLAM RIGHT MONKEY EATER x)
Today, my xx-partner saw the kiddy side of me and no its not good cause she doesn't like it. MelissaT why are you so pretty ):
Hey all! How did your papers go? Good? Bad? Tough? Annoying? Stupid? I'm back after all that non-stressful-mugging-papers as said. Well, i seriously don't know what's up with this whole week. I've just been so emotional and all trying to mug real hard and all but it doesn't even seem to pay off a single shit. I still remember what happen the moment i woke up, i feel stressed but i'm not stressed at all. Perhaps i'm giving myself too much pressure thinking bout stuffs and not focusing on what i'm suppose to. I want to be like Min, so hardworking and all. So smart and matured at such a young age, i really admire what she does. She's damn cool but scary. HAHA. (Jing/Jiaxuan shhh kay) I guess the next time i mug i'll have to sit next to Min in order to focus real well and all. HAHA. But i'm serious somehow cause i really need to settle down and study. (really) I freaking hell flunked my Physics paper today and i'm really pissed with myself. I've got high confidence in my Chinese paper but i almost got a zero. Anyway, i know its real suprising to actually have high confidence in that paper cause i'm not much of a cheena person plus that's my worst subject so yup. I'm just really looking forward for my Chinese and Math marks. I hate this whole week of my moody mornings filled with stress and annoying stress and not mugging hard enough and all that scoldings. I bought two boxes of Kinder Surprise today trying to make myself happy but no, all the toys were bull shit. Zoe was really nice to have given me her Helicopter to make me happy cause i really loved it. I think i've got a new fetish for something ^^ I got chased home by my dad after school and a large scolding. My sister and i thinks my dad really needs to go for counselling and check up and all. Chapel on Wednesday was just great, i loved the song to the max that i broke down cause of two reasons. Anyway, i can't wait till later/tmrw (!!) Celebrate viewers, readers and all out there cause tmrw's post is going to be flooded with pictures like how all my posts used to be! :))))))) I'm going to have fun, turn myself brown and NOT RED, flood tmrw with pictures, laughters, screams, smiles, everything that i'm going to try to cheer myself up over the weekends. I've got to leave aside some stuffs tmrw and learn to give time away to those who really need it and not bundle it up all for myself. (Jiejie you know what i mean) I spent my whole late evening doing quizes on FB and i bloody hell wasted three hours doing that amount of quizes for i-dont-know what reason. I feel stupid, and when i'm stupid i do stupid stuffs. Link? Or No Link? I guess i've killed like 5000 brain cells for the past five days. Anyway, my eyes are already three quaters closed, my eye bags are too heavy, i can't carry them any longer so goodnight all and mug real hard for those who still have papers on Tuesday! ^^
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